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a road of forgotten and veiled dreams,
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sometimes lost, sometimes profound,
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Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Love.Pain.Betray.

Attachments are beyond the control and regulations of human realms. No matter how ironical it may seem but the games our own mind plays are so deceitful that we fail to perceive them and mindlessly keep getting sucked into this whirlpool.
While we happily pass our day laughing and chattering, our cunning brain keeps using them to create love and attachment on the hindsight.

No enemy can betray as brutally
As our own beating hearts
Yesterday sprouted the love seeds
Today my desires bleed and depart

Without any prior consent or signatures,it continues to create love potions in our soul and we let it exploit us like a misinformed consumer. 
How fair is it?! To which it instills a reply of 'everything being fair in love and war'. That reminds me of the fairer sex which gladly lets the mind not just play games but is also enslaved in the pretext of love.

Long talks of love and yearning
Ringing giggles, a charming smile
Unquestionably my heart accepted
Forever, you shall be mine

Running behind someone is the worst poison one can give himself. It leaves you totally empty, hollow and consumed.
During the April days of any relation, our heart is full of hopes. Beaming with zeal and an energetic sunshine. It conspires with the mind and together they create a delusionary image of 'forever' without realising that no two hearts can beat as one, no two souls can synchronise in a similar passionate frenzy. 
Time continues to cement this belief until one fateful night, cold and chilly winds of reality start blowing. They are piercing and dry, jabbing and jarring away every delusion of a soothing sunshine.

You are palpitating and sweating
crushed to the core
But you can't stop running behind
who never was and never will be yours.


10 comments:

  1. Could feel the pain behind the words! Very well written!

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  2. Very well written Sarah. With you on every word. I have sometimes dreaded being attached to people. I still do. But then, sometimes we keep on committing the same mistakes again and again.

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    1. Yes, thats how love and attachment is. We never learn. We need only heal and get back to running behind love again :)

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  3. True attachment and love for some one is beyond control

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  4. I could feel the pain of a bleeding heart and the heart knows he will never be hers:(

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    1. Glad that I could evoke the feeling in you. And glad to have you on my blog:)

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