I walk on a road lush with dreams,
a road of forgotten and veiled dreams,
sometimes slowly, sometimes gaily,
sometimes lost, sometimes profound,
I walk a road of unknown mysteries,
fervently finding my way through the endless path.....

Friday, January 21, 2011

Go ahead- live your life !

When a relation goes wrong our first reaction is one of an unperturbed viewer. we don't realize that it now breaths its last and very soon the dangling pieces will crash aloud leaving us alone. Maybe, our brain is malfunctioned to handle innumerable painful flushes of unexpected emotion and becomes numb for a while.

After the initial state of silence,the inertia takes its toll and every single change is resisted in its best possible yet least spirited manner.But the threads of that unhemmed relation keep on pulling up for who can stop it? One feels 'if only I hadn't said that' or 'If only I would have been able to do this'...knowing deep inside that all is and was in vain and when the end thread loses it hold..the pain , the anger and an array of uncontrolled , unknown ,unsaid sentiments sets in.

Every moment seems impassable and each little thing sings out the loveliest of memories loud and clear, breaking the heart a thousand times and wetting those eyes more. Life seizes to have a meaning and loneliness is both a respite and a dreaded feeling.
all one knows and believes is 'nothing can now make me better' and 'no matter how much time passes I will be falling more and more in this bottomless pit' and just as this belief cements permanently and firmly, life starts gathering reasons to get you up, to heal your soul and bring back a gift so precious to be wasted on anything and anyone -your life.

It never happens in a single day, like the making of a bond even breaking is equally untraceable but it just happens.The love returns, the smiles spread again and eyes now twinkle with another set of dreams.waiting to be heard, explored and made true.

Life has to go on and it sure moves on a road so bumpy,a little slow at one point and rushing alarmingly on the other, avoiding or rising above the hurdles.But that's what gives a destination where you reach and a meaning that you cherish.

It implores us to remember that "even if the whole world vanishes at some point of time you still live your breaths so how can life stop on a breaking of a bond"?  

It implores you to understand that  "Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

It implores you to accept that "You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.”

Go ahead - live your life :)


  1. Yes, life has to move on.. No matter what. It does, it will. Relationships broken or attached do matter, broken ones remind our failure- yes, of course , there must be some mistake of ours that it went wrong, not everything can be blamed on god or destiny. And those attached relations give us strength.. To fight and move ahead..

  2. Well said Sarah.. some relationships are to be left broken.. i remember those ifs in this and other contexts.. very brave take on this topic.. nicely written !

  3. True...Life goes on and you have to move on with the passage of time! Can't blame destiny for everything even our expectations and short comings as well as attitude is responsible for it...

    But then we can't and must not lose hope and then surely this phase will soon pass and a new dawn will awake !

    Nice post.

    Take Care,

  4. deepika , varsha and fatima - thnks a lot for appreciating my post :)

  5. Hi Sarah,
    nice post !
    Yes Life itself is a change , but when the most unexpected happen ..we tends to resist and keep on telling self as it has never happened and get ourselves in the web.

    It always better to move ahead ..n never look back.. there was no one standing.

    take care

  6. Did you recently experience this? since this post is straight from heart! If you haven't, then you are one amazing writer to express and put the flow so wonderfully!

  7. @ vivek - I'm glad u liked it , life needs to move on and thats what we learn sooner or later :)

    hey schizophrenic - welcome to d blog! yes , I m an experianced writer in the context..writing on this..em otions jst seem to flow in the form of words...ur comment made me feel so good..thnx :D

  8. If it was really so easy .. but what you have said is correct.

  9. Life does move on and the pain takes different shades. Some times a deep gash of red and sometimes a bruised deep purple. But time is such a Machiavellian villain that the colors fade.

  10. A real painting of life.. Great work Sarah.. :)

  11. This was quite uplifting ... life has to go on, no matter what ... thanks for sharing :-)