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I walk on a road lush with dreams,
a road of forgotten and veiled dreams,
sometimes slowly, sometimes gaily,
sometimes lost, sometimes profound,
I walk a road of unknown mysteries,
fervently finding my way through the endless path.....

Friday, May 18, 2012

...the last gasp...

 

Endless steps
I climb
darker dungeons
breathlessness
the last gasp...

O where did I leave
my own self
amidst uncertain 
promises
the last gasp...

In the flowing river
I crawl helplessly
up and down
to reach no where
the last gasp...

Crumbled dreams
in a wounded box
rip it apart
let me escape
the last gasp...

Royal curtains
beaded and stoned
aren't pretty anymore
tear them apart
the last gasp...

Blood rushes
in and out
profuse and red
momentary respite
the last gasp...

Silence murdered
the soul inside
a gush of air
and it all ends
the last gasp....

Monday, May 7, 2012

No 'contacts' pleaseee !!


Disclaimer : A mindless post. You might end up feeling exasperated. So read at your own risk ;)

The day I bought my very first pair of contact lenses on the occasion of my cousins marriage, I felt no less than a Cinderella who has just been dressed up for the grand party by the plump fairy (read ophthalmologist, who was equally plump) !
Having been wearing spectacles from the age of 11, contact lenses did come as a breeze of cool wind in the month of may.
Back home, I 'throned' the box with utmost care in the drawer and waited for the day as much as the bride herself.

Finally, on the day of marriage, I sat eyeing the mirror with my hands clean, nails cut ( like an obedient toddler on the first day as school) and opening my eyes wide began inserting the concave transparent thing.
 But contact lenses aren't that friendly and humble creatures you see.They are stubborn. Very stubborn. In fact calling then merely stubborn will be an understatement. They are unfriendly, irritating, extremely moody and green eyed like your cunning classmate at college.


Once, twice, thrice, I tried and toiled with all my will to make peace only to find myself failing each time, with my eyes watering even more profusely and Alas! like a loose cannon it fell down only to be gobbled up by the white marble floor.
An hour later, I was at the marriage ceremony looking almost a mess and of course with my dear spectacles accompanying me.
That was when I swore never to get into the Cinderella avatar again.

School ended and college began. And in spite of being in a medical college, it was rather astonishing to see absolutely no one wearing the glasses.
But peer pressure got the better of me and here I was again sitting and struggling with this moody irritating fellow ( After all promises and resolutions are meant to be broken).

Even today, we have after days of bitter fights and then spectacles come to my rescue. 
But with practice and patience, I have learned the art of keeping my chin up and tackle the transparent chap with all my tact.
That's what life is all about, after all. isn't it? 


Saturday, May 5, 2012

My wonderland :)


My dear readers - From now on I will try and be more regular and loyal to blogging .Got to read many of you and write a lot of good stuff too, so stay connected! :D



And now, beginning on a 'love note'




You and I
miles apart
so close still
its a wonderland

our worlds so aloof
parallel paths
somehow merge in one
its a wonderland

our eyes never meet
yet the same moon
shines on us both
its a wonderland

no beary hugs
still the divine light
en-wraps us tight
its a wonderland

we live by faith
not by sight
bridging through insight
its a wonderland

not stolen kisses
but the sweet nothings
tie us till eternity
its a wonderland

I know not his touch
he is unaware of my gaze
but ubiquitous is love
its a wonderland

so far and far
each little moment
a blissful delight
its a wonderland

unrevealed is his scent
veiled is my beauty
so strongly tangible still
its a wonderland

neither flowers nor rings
the words are our gift
to make the heart ecstatic
its a wonderland

stars testify our bond
imaginary yet so real
not a fairy's world
its a GIRL'S wonderland !